Biggest Fan


  • Knowing

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    When you need me. I will be easily found

    Biggest Fan

    Biggest Fan

    I have two loves in my life
    One is my desire to write and the second is you
    I swore I'd never write again
    But quiting is just not that easy to do

    I can't give up on seeing your smile again
    We were way more then lovers, we were friends
    I can't give up on expressing how I feel
    It's a release and someday may help me heal

    I won't give up on the dream I have every single night
    I made a promise. And turning away just isn't right
    I won't give up on the only thing I truely know
    For the words come so easily, from my pen they flow

    I may seem tired and angry enough just to say goodbye
    But I know damn well I won't. I am reminded everytime I cry
    I may seem weary and hurt just enough to throw it all away
    But I realize that will change me and lead me astray

    Your words have devastated me! I can not recover
    We are so hot together. You and I made great lovers
    It's just a number but it bothers you way too much
    Does it enter your mind as you shiver from my touch

    My lips chose yours as yours did mine
    And when they meet, Uphoria, is close behind
    I made you sweat, I made you scream
    we tore the sheets apart at the seams

    I opened my heart and I let you in
    I know you felt the same. It wasn't pretend
    I opened my bed and you tore me up
    We were never done and it was never enough

    We made each other happy. smile after smile
    Each morning was a brand new start to a brand new love
    I thought it would last for a long long while
    But sometimes forever. Just don't seem to be enough

    I have options. I can rekindle the fires of old
    Or I can pursue a new woman, who truely has nothing to prove
    Either way, I can be content! And be speacil to someone else
    but is the reward greater then what I stand to lose

    Patience. a virtue I do have. And I curse the Gods for that
    but a man must do, what a man must do
    Loyality, a symbol that reminds you just where you are at
    but symbols will not always pull you through

    I won't judge you for what happens, For I am not a God
    I will not fear, my moment of weakness, For I am only man
    I can not worry about the things I don't control, For I am not you
    I shall not destroy my love, For I am, and always will be, Your biggest fan

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    When power leads man towards arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. When power narrows the area of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence. When power corrupts, poetry cleanses.

    John F. Kennedy (1917-1963) Thirty-fifth President of the USA

    Bastainrain’s Poems (11)

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