Biggest Fan
Biggest Fan
I have two loves in my life
One is my desire to write and the second is you
I swore I'd never write again
But quiting is just not that easy to do
I can't give up on seeing your smile again
We were way more then lovers, we were friends
I can't give up on expressing how I feel
It's a release and someday may help me heal
I won't give up on the dream I have every single night
I have two loves in my life
One is my desire to write and the second is you
I swore I'd never write again
But quiting is just not that easy to do
I can't give up on seeing your smile again
We were way more then lovers, we were friends
I can't give up on expressing how I feel
It's a release and someday may help me heal
I won't give up on the dream I have every single night
I made a promise. And turning away just isn't right
I won't give up on the only thing I truely know
For the words come so easily, from my pen they flow
I may seem tired and angry enough just to say goodbye
I may seem tired and angry enough just to say goodbye
But I know damn well I won't. I am reminded everytime I cry
I may seem weary and hurt just enough to throw it all away
But I realize that will change me and lead me astray
Your words have devastated me! I can not recover
Your words have devastated me! I can not recover
We are so hot together. You and I made great lovers
It's just a number but it bothers you way too much
Does it enter your mind as you shiver from my touch
My lips chose yours as yours did mine
My lips chose yours as yours did mine
And when they meet, Uphoria, is close behind
I made you sweat, I made you scream
we tore the sheets apart at the seams
I opened my heart and I let you in
I opened my heart and I let you in
I know you felt the same. It wasn't pretend
I opened my bed and you tore me up
We were never done and it was never enough
We made each other happy. smile after smile
We made each other happy. smile after smile
Each morning was a brand new start to a brand new love
I thought it would last for a long long while
But sometimes forever. Just don't seem to be enough
I have options. I can rekindle the fires of old
I have options. I can rekindle the fires of old
Or I can pursue a new woman, who truely has nothing to prove
Either way, I can be content! And be speacil to someone else
but is the reward greater then what I stand to lose
Patience. a virtue I do have. And I curse the Gods for that
but a man must do, what a man must do
Loyality, a symbol that reminds you just where you are at
but symbols will not always pull you through
I won't judge you for what happens, For I am not a God
I will not fear, my moment of weakness, For I am only man
I can not worry about the things I don't control, For I am not you
I shall not destroy my love, For I am, and always will be, Your biggest fan
but is the reward greater then what I stand to lose
Patience. a virtue I do have. And I curse the Gods for that
but a man must do, what a man must do
Loyality, a symbol that reminds you just where you are at
but symbols will not always pull you through
I won't judge you for what happens, For I am not a God
I will not fear, my moment of weakness, For I am only man
I can not worry about the things I don't control, For I am not you
I shall not destroy my love, For I am, and always will be, Your biggest fan
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