I don't Not Love You

My ignorant brother, there are some things i must say:
   Why is it you choose not to cooperate, in every single way!
   Why all the lies, cuss words and anger?
   When you lose your cool you put EVERYONE in danger.
   What is with you and all the name calling and disrespect?
   Why is it, only the negative things to say you select?
My unhappy brother, there are some things i must say:
   What happened to the old you, you used to be?
   You were once so happy and carefree
   When, I ask you, did you lose your way?
   If you would have told me, I would have said everything would be okay!
   You only wear a frown; and anger is the only emotion that remains unhidden.
   Why should displays of happiness and sadness remain forbidden?
My oldest brother, there are things I must say:
   How come most of your hostility is directed towards me?
   Why is it every time I attempt to get close to you, you flee?
   You were supposed to be there for me when I needed you!
   But your kind comments to me are so few.
   Instead of trust, understanding and forgiveness I find blackmail, betrayal and hate.
   Your supposed to set an example, your the oldest- don't you remember your birth date?
My dearest brother, there is something I must say:
   I don't not love you in every single way.