I remember being little and being two of a kind
Playing hide and go seek, it was me who was always easy to find
I remember how I always was scared of you
But in the end you'd hug me and tell me exactly what to do
  I remember the times we would listen to mom yell
Then secretly tell each other how we'd help each other bail
I remember the times you were always there for me
When i was down and depressed, you would always make me see
I remember the first time we did everything together
We were two odd balls, two birds of a feather
I remember everytime I turned around you were gone
Behind bars or in rehab, cause you were sufficient with your bong
I remember when i needed you the most you were never there
The things you used to tell me you would no longer share
I remember the weekend visits where you would ignore us
I guess your life wasn't complete unless you made a big fuss
I remember going to MO and trying to do everything that made you happy
But it never worked, you constantly treated us crappy
I remember more bad things then good in my 18 years of life
Why don't you just end our pain, fuck it, i'll give you the knife