My Father

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    This poem was written for my father. He was not there for a huge part of my life for reason i do not know. This one reason was the one i held onto for many years. he has recently reentered my life. I know have a few answers to the millions of questions i have about him not being there. To my father if you every read this...this is how i felt when you were not around. I love you and i hope you are here to stay from here on out. This was not written to hurt you. It was just my feelings before i had answers.

    My Father

     What did you say
    You are no longer my father because im gay
    Damn, then get lost
    Because this is me everyday
    I don't tie you down and im not goiong to play a game
    Im not in shame
    Im the number one player in this hall of fame
    It hurts to know your reason
    Because frankly it's so lame
    You want me down
    With a simple frown
    But guess what
    Im gonna paint your town
    Paint it rainbow
    Which goes to show
    That im so high and HA
    You so low
    Throw that elbow
    In your face
    I know one day you will feel that space
    Miss my sweet embrace
    But just in case
    Case you forgot
    I can't be bought
    Bought back
    You lost my heart and thats a fact
    That pact
    Pact is threw
    Now its time to prove
    That im done with you
    It's a shame you lost your kids
    For a woman that gave you a bid
    One rip in your pants
    She is there in a stance
    Yall are mezmerized and in a trance
    You left us
    Shipped us away on a lonely bus
    Im not gonna fuss
    Because trust
    I can do this
    I fly in bliss
    Over you a piece of shit
    Im better then you
    So this is what you can do
    Listen to my words im threw
    No longer blue
    Im bigger
    Watch one day hells going to stomp you like a critter
    Fuck it
    I dont have time to be bitter

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    rachelleann28 commented on My Father

    09-07-2009

    Wow thats intense!! I'm sorry!! I wish that didnt happen to you!! I know you must have went through hell!! I wish there was something I could do for you!!
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    Poetry is what gets lost in translation.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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