Lost to Addiction

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Lost to Addiction

In our lives a gift from heaven

He came to us at age of two

Happily he laughed and played

In our hearts love for him grew


I watched him grow and learn

I taught him to drive a stick

I was there at all his sports

Cheered at the perfect game he pitched


What happened to happier times?

Days always of fun and play

He returned to a drug haven

A city park, a place he's gone to stay


My heart has an aching hurt

For those good times I long

There’s a big hole in my world

He would not admit he was wrong


Over 50 days I gave and gave

The drugs must have more to give

Over 50 days we became close

Now he has found another place to live


I have given him what I could

A car, an education, my name

Logic tells me I did all I should

My heart doesn’t tell me the same


As a crumpled piece of paper

Set afire and burned to ash

A life wadded up and tossed

Thrown away in a heap of trash


A baby girl he held in his arms

His sparkle in her sweet eyes

He gazed on her smile one last time

Sadly I just break down and cry

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cheronld commented on Lost to Addiction

04-26-2011

Wow...a very poignant and heartfelt tale....seeing the journey and feeling a part of it, caused my heart to be in tears as the story went along...whether its our child or sister and brother...its hard to watch when they make choices that can only hurt them...much like formal education...you can give them the tools needed to be the best they can be...but its up to them what they do with it...what they take from it...what they learn from it...and ultimately...what they want from it and what they want for themselves...its so hard to sit on the sidelines of an impending danger....my heart so goes out to you and so many others in this situation...this is a great write...but one you hope no one has to endure...nicely written my friend...the emotions pour out of each word...Cher

MootPoint

04/26/2011

I have found peace of mind with it all since. I am still feel a little sad thinking about what he could have had. What his life might have been... He will have to do it on his own. Thanks. :)

GenUWinePoet commented on Lost to Addiction

04-14-2011

Very powerful words. Had me almost in tears... I am the daughter (that your son is)... recovering addict. I have put my parents through much of the same things - you are going through... he has to want to change for change to happen.. I know - I have been at the bottom of the heap before. Keep praying.

MootPoint

04/15/2011

Sigh, I don't know what bottom he is waiting for. We have vowed not to take him back. Eight times is enough. Isn't it?

ShadowEyes commented on Lost to Addiction

04-06-2011

wow... very nicely done, my friend. Very nicely indeed...

Teardrops commented on Lost to Addiction

03-18-2011

Not only are you hell of a father but you not afraid to put it in black and white . I have often heard you have to let love go to get it back He will wake up someday and know he needs to get free just be there when he does . Great poem my friend Marie

MootPoint

03/18/2011

Thanks for being my friend. -Al :)

Teardrops

03/18/2011

IBeing your friend is my honor thank you Marie

If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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