unlearning....

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    unlearning....

    What they tried to teach me and what I am trying to unlearn.

    No one is truthful
    No one is consistent
    No one will ever stay with me
    No one will ever really love me
    No one thinks I am worth it
    No one cares what I feel or think
    No one believes in me or has faith in me
    No one is genuine
    No one remembers me
    No one misses me
    No one is faithful
    no one wants to spend time with me
    everyone wants something
    everyone will use me
    everyone will cheat
    everyone lies
    everyone thinks I don’t do anything right
    I will never be first, second or fifteenth
    I am optional
    I am a novelty
    I am not special
    I am not pretty let alone beautiful
    That no matter how kind or unconditional I am I will get kicked and berated
    My feelings don’t matter
    My opinions don’t matter
    Because I am naïve I am stupid and ‘won’t know better’
    It’s all my fault
    All that I say and feel can and will be used against me.
    People are conditional
    Trust is a just a 5 letter word

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    The true philosopher and the true poet are one, and a beauty, which is truth, and a truth, which is beauty, is the aim of both.

    Ralph Waldo Emerson, American Poet (1803-1882)

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