caught in the inbetween
i feel so trapped
to afraid to fall
feel to heaavy to fly
demons try to pull my down
but i still look to the sky
glancing down gived me butterflys
the fire seems so warm and conforting
only one step to the edge
wait! no! stop!
i am not one of them
I dont belong in this world.
I am here to choose
not to stay on this narow playing field
I have to fall or fly
to fall is to jump get that rush
live the life you want
never look back
who knows where you will end up
to fly is to befree
free from worry for the future
free from regret from the past
staying here just hurts me more.
every second adds another point to this debate
never knowing
people laugh at me
mock me for my hope when i look at the sky
say its easyer just to jump
dont think just dive
if only it were that simple
if only i could hammer that into my mind
convince myself
tell myself im strong
tell myself that its easy
but i know its not
i cant get that though my skull
it dosnt line up in my mind
how can you just let go
i guess i will never understand why
but i find that all along
my choice was to fly