i search my soul to find a way
to make through the day to day
what i find inside of me
are things that i dont want to see
i wish that i could find a way
to make through the day today
without the flow of tears and pain
that transforms to firey rage

i remember when i use be
more in control of me
the things i find as time goes by
is my other side gets lost inside
the person i want the world to see
gets supressed by pain and misery
inside of me the me that's real
gets overwhelmed by what i feel

i try to push and fight the dark
and let some light into my heart
but what i find when i try to fight
the dark inside devours the light
i cannot stop the endless flow
it seems that pain is all i know
there once was strength inside of me
when i was who i use to be
but this me i have now become
cannot repair the damage done
in this broke and weakend state
i lack the conviction and the strength
to fight the dark and misery
and the pain inside of me


if i could search and find a way
to make it through the day today
then maybe i could find the strength
to stop the flow of tears and pain


if i could let the light shine in
maybe i could see again
then i could let the world see
the person i am supossed to be
but as it is the dreaded dark
is casting shadows across my heart
absorbing all the strength from me
that my heart so dearly needs
and where im left is where i am
a broken, weak and damaged man