Lost

Where is she?
she's found herself lost somehow,
I'm trying to find her endlessly but i can't now.
Maybe she's not ready to be seen just yet,
maybe there's alot of things that she regrets,
that forces her to hide in shame,
but the thing is there's no one to blame.
She brought this on herself carelessly living,
having no self worth and freely giving...
all those things that should be earned
though bad were the experiences lessons were learned.
I wonder if she'll come out from hiding or will i have to seek her,
to show the world just how beautiful she could be if they see her.
How am i supposed to find her when she's hidden within?
Wanting to change but eager to sin.
How do I shed this image of me,
and bring myself back to reality?
I'm lost, this much is true,
but what am i to do,
when i am she,
and she is me?