This one is for you...

This one is for you babe, you know who you are,
my eyes have never beheld you, yet you shine like a star,
been walking a long journey that's brought me to you,
been questioning "why now?" and i can't find a clue,
it's ashamed that right now i belong to someone
and being in this position believe me is not fun.
but i know for a fact that that i'm here for a reason,
just like the trees bear fruit in the right season,
all these things need something to grow,
i know you are here to help me so.
i'm so sorry i didn't see the way you looked at me,
so sorry i didn't view you seriously.
there's a pain in my heart that to you i can't reach,
can't go any further if my heart's on a leash.
it's like i had on blinders i could only see so much,
and as i took em off for a second there you were, heart in hand
and i couldn't touch,
i couldn't hold, couldn't be, the woman u need me to be.
i sigh cause irresponsible i feel,
right now u need something real,
something to hold,
not just an empty picture for your eyes to behold.