Outcome I Dread

Is ne of what u said, a fact indeed?
Falling for dem lines ya feed
Now I sit n wait, da outcome I dread
For ur attention, I shall not plead
Luckily, my expression ya can't read
Or happen ta see dat tear drop bead
Don't u have a moral creed?
Is it all about u, is dat ur greed?
What about satisfying my need?
I guess dats da least of what ya heed
Wondering can we truly succeed?
On dis path, have we both agreed?
Emotions needing ta be freed
Feelings being buried
Answers being hurried
In away, me ya bullied
Where's da 50/50, why ya lead?
Once dreamt of us being married
But damn u, I misread
N shit, me ya mislead
Can dis relationship proceed?
My heart n emotions, I reread
Of dis, of u n I, I'm worried
Hopes n dreams, varied
Da tone of ya voice, love once carried
Everything ya say, now I studied
Feeling like my heart got knead
N then my stomach, ya kneed
U once kept me grounded, steadied
My dreams ya now stampede
Emotional rollercoaster, at fast speed
To u, my emotions may secede
From dis n u I may recede
For ur love, I once rallied
We were once envied
Me, u once fancied
Together, our time we might of exceed
Our hearts, just may of disagreed