The Weight on my mind
There is so much in this world to live for.
You wouldn't think so to look at me.
So many years I have wasted longing to be free.
I carry all my burdens ever were I go.
I try to hide them so no one else will know.
I don't go out to wedding and I don't go to shows.
Every year it gets worst the fat just grows and grows.
I have no joy in fashion to me they are just clothes.
Every year I try again but my God it is in vain.
I cant go on holiday because I'm to fat to fly.
Now my heart is in pain and I cant even try.
And some times I feel so useless I want to sit and cry.
I think I might go of my head sometimes I wish that I was dead.
I cant walk round the corner I have to get in the car.
I cant go any were because every were is to far.
I don't like to be in photos they make me feel so sick.
And when there is a camera its the only time I can move quick.
I am sick of all the pointing and the hurtful things they say.
believe me if could I would magic it all a way.
But I know I cant so I have to live to fight another day.
You wouldn't think so to look at me.
So many years I have wasted longing to be free.
I carry all my burdens ever were I go.
I try to hide them so no one else will know.
I don't go out to wedding and I don't go to shows.
Every year it gets worst the fat just grows and grows.
I have no joy in fashion to me they are just clothes.
Every year I try again but my God it is in vain.
I cant go on holiday because I'm to fat to fly.
Now my heart is in pain and I cant even try.
And some times I feel so useless I want to sit and cry.
I think I might go of my head sometimes I wish that I was dead.
I cant walk round the corner I have to get in the car.
I cant go any were because every were is to far.
I don't like to be in photos they make me feel so sick.
And when there is a camera its the only time I can move quick.
I am sick of all the pointing and the hurtful things they say.
believe me if could I would magic it all a way.
But I know I cant so I have to live to fight another day.
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