Hard Because Of Me

Some things are hard to say
when your use to feeling afraid
somethings are hard to prove
when you don't know what to do

Even harder when you've made mistakes
When you've said you'll change no matter what it takes
And you know its not the first time
That you've repeated those lines

Even thou  its the first time you really mean it
its the first time no one will believe it
But who can you blame
Now they think no matter what you'll remain the same

Its hard when you feel everyone's givin up
And do nothing but wish you best of luck
Its hard to open up and say how you feel
When no one will think your being real

But you know whats worse
When you reread the 2nd and 3rd verse
You notice its true
and all this has happened because of you