Stuck Trying

Ever sense i had to leave
i feel pain every time i breath
i didnt even know
this could hurt my soul
the distance between us
makes everything tough
we try and try
and now i ask myself why
I don't want to hurt anymore
i know theirs a open door
an easy escape
but its just too late
I've fallen for you
theirs nothing i can do
i believe we're meant to be
even if the distance makes it hard to see
i guess whats why
deep inside i still want to try
maybe this is god putting us through a test
that's what you always say
but is it just something you say to try and make me feel okay
well tell god this isn't fun
makes me wish we were done
i know all this may be confusing
but i just feel like we're loosing