I’m tired of feelin’ like there’s no fuckin’ way out.

Like I’m in need of help but no one can hear me cry or shout out.

I’m out of hope, out of money, I ain't got no damn luck.

It’s just this type of shit that makes me simply not give a fuck.

I’M A BEAST NOW! I DON’T WANT YOUR PITY OR YOUR LOOKS.

I DON’T WANT YOUR MEDICATION OR YOUR DAMN SELF HELP BOOKS.

Fuck Oprah and Dr.Phil they both need to take a dexatrim pill. And Fuck Dr. Drew too

Ain't shit they ever said savin’ any of you.

I don’t need no intervention is there a LIFE rehab?

My only fuckin’ intention is to stop livin’ so bad, bein’ sad, getting’ mad for wakin’ up breathin’ air and havin’ to comb my own fuckin’ hair!

I swear! I heard somebody call my name, I looked around, but no ones there.

I’m in a world filled with so many people, yet and still I live alone.

I never leave my fuckin house, but honestly I’M NOT AT HOME!

MY HEART IS HARD AND COLD AS STONE!

ORIGIN UNKNOWN!

I’ve ventured out into the DEAD ZONE!

No turnin’ back this time. I’m locked inside a Beautiful Mind.

No pain in here, baby, just love and memories of what used to be, my family, sweet fantasies my fondest hopes and dreams.

So if you’re lookin’ for me….Don’t.

Signed, My alter ego, my second side of reality. Let’s call her Avoidin’ Insanity