Dear Lord

Dear Lord , on my knees I kneel down here before you in prayer for strength & encouragement to rescue me from my deep despair . You alone posses the power to save. I beg of You to release me from afflictions to which I've fallen slave. Please Father , free me & enable me with support so that I may rise up & stand . I'm in desperate need of Your merciful hand. I ask You Lord to place Your hands upon my tattered soul , so that I may mend & once again become whole . Reconnect my body , spirit , & mind . Dear GOD please , if You may be so inclined to find it within Your divine essence to dispense mercy & forgiveness for my many sinful deeds . Father my heart bleeds & needs . My entire being pleads . Oh Mighty Creator of all existence surround me with Your shield of resistance . Keeping out the cancerous habits & ways that invade my good thoughts & intentions . Dear Lord I'm begging for Your divine interventions to reunite my humble , needy , tormented heart to my human , flesh & blood , physical part . Father GOD I am certain of Your greatness & the miracles You  make . So I know once I've been put back together I can overcome my past & it's huge mistakes . I'll be fortified with Your love & reinforced with the truth & Your will . Ready & able to fulfill my purpose & serve You , this time for real . For in doing so my Lord will reward me with the most precious blessing bestowed upon a woman during her stay here on this earth . I will become a mother & regain my right to raise the children to whom I've given birth . This is the answer to my every prayer & this answer depends upon my keeping faith , to truly believe , & give all praises unto You , my GOD & all Your grace . You amaze , amazing grace how sweet the sound . Your magnificence seen the whole world round . You astound . Thank You Father . I walk in Your name , I accept full blame for my sins . I lift up my hands to You Father , AMEN .