Why did I have to go against my parents?
They only wanted what's best for me.
They did everything they could for me.
Why did I have to lie?
It didn't get me far.
I could have done better by telling the truth.
Why did I have to fall in love?
I was taken off guard
and fell for her faster than I thought I would.
Why did I have to take her out tonight?
We were planning this for weeks
and I had everything planned out.
Why did I have to stop?
I was low on gas and needed to stop.
She went in to pay.
Why did it have to be her?
My worst fear had come.
I ran in to stop him but he shot her any way.
Why did this have to happen?
The guy wanted money and she got in the way.
I fought with him and shot him with his gun.
Why did I have to be in this situation?
I looked down at the gun in my bloody hands
and knew my life was over without her.
Why does it have to end like this?
I lift the gun and look at it closer.
I stare down the barrel and squeeze the trigger.