It’s not my fault

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    It’s not my fault

    I didn't ask for all this abuse
    I'm tired of having to make an excuse
    When school gets out and I have to go home
    I'm so scared because with him I have to be alone
    My mom knows but she looks the other way
    When she comes home she ask " how was your day?"
    Deep down I feel so helpless inside
    All the bruises that I need to hide
    It doesn't matter if it's sexually, mental or physical
    Slowly each day I am loosing my will
    Should I go on putting up this great front?
    And keep giving him everything he wants
    Someone please give me guidance to leave
    I really need for someone to believe
    Can someone please really help me?
    I have proof if they are willing to see
    I'm so young and have a whole life ahead
    I want to live I don't want to be dead
    I can't keep on holing this lie
    I'm taking with me what's left inside
    Deep down I have to be strong
    I'm not the one who did something wrong
    For once someone reached out and grabbed my hand
    They told me I was safe and they really understand
    So, thank-you for helping me get out
    I am glad someone cared what my life is all about

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    FLAWLES commented on It’s not my fault

    06-10-2009

    Wassup? Long time no read. I don't know if this made me happy, mad, sad or what; but it definitely affected me.

    mikereinard commented on It’s not my fault

    05-15-2009

    very strong poem. makes me angry and sad together. the things that human beings do to each other can be so inhumane! thanks for being able to put emotions down on paper. others need to see poems like this to relate to and know that they're not alone.

    A poem begins as a lump in the throat, a sense of wrong, a homesickness, a lovesickness. It finds the thought and the thought finds the words.

    Robert Frost (1875-1963) American Poet.

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