How could I have thought you’d have an ounce of good in you
After all these years you really had me fooled
I had so many people come to me and say, watch your back they are very low
But I chose not to listen I guess now I really know
People have no idea how many lives you’ve managed to destroy
They all seem to be convinced that you are heaven sent
But when it is your time to go you will not be knocking on heavens door
You do not even care who you hurt along your way
As long as you get to smile at the end of the day
One day you will have to justify, what made it okay to make people cry
Your smiles they are not even real, you have to have a heart in order to feel
For the kids sake that is what you will say
But who are you kidding we know why you did it anyway
You’re nothing but a sorry waste for life
Everyone you come across you seem to stab with a knife
Tell me why, when I did anything you asked me too
I let you have the kids as much as you wanted
And this is the thanks I get from you
Now you have opened a door that did not have to be
Be warned this is not the end of this for you and me
So, I am glad you chose to open that door
You will see what I am made of and so much more
No more extra time with the kids, no more excuses I am willing to see
You have pissed me off by trying to take my kids from me
Every time you see me I want you to look into my eyes
Because everything that has happened is due to all your lies
There is a reason why people do the things they do
But damn guys you are just cruel aren’t you
I have left you alone, can’t you do the same
But you can’t and you people are insane
Where you will end up is just the right place
With all the rest of the people who are a disgrace
I won’t have to say anything to the kids as they grow
They see it with their own eyes and they probably already know
Let’s start by saying that their dad is just an ass
Nanny is just a backstabbing bitch, and papa I only have one thing to say
Along with the rest of them you too will pay
When I call you on the phone you expect me to be nice
I do not think that will happen and I sure as hell do not need your advice
Me being nice and bowing down to you is finally done
You have made me angry which wasn’t good the fight has just begun
Nanny says I have done nothing wrong
I have just been put in the middle of it
Who are you really trying to kid not me?
I am so tired of hearing from you the same bullshit
I am not going to sit by and let this entire shit slide
You may have taken a lot from me but at least I still have my pride
The longer I sit here and wait to see my kids the madder I get
When we were married I should’ve turned you in when I was getting hit