Staring eyes, hateful lies, words said in disgust
Hurtful, decieving, alittle misleading,- no one I can trust
I thought I could, said I would; -always have a friend
Now I know,- true colors show; I'm alone until the end
Times goes by oh so fast. Nothing for sure, or meant to last
Sometimes you'll want it, other times, ya won't
One day you have it, the next, ya don't.....
-Lonely, lasting for a short while, along comes a "friend" to make ya smile
Feeling great as things seem to be changing
Slowly but surely, my life is arrainging
Leading to what hope is good- doing right by all that should
Trying hard to see what lies ahead; taking chances by what somebody said
Can this be a friend or just an aquaintance?
Like all things, in time, it too will need maintence
-On my own or with helping hands, maybe a friend who understands
Either way, I have a choice, - advised by many, but I hear one voice
Choosing, picking, having to decide; hoping that friendships will not collide
Falling down, get back on the feet; lean towards goals that I want to meet
Day by day, and one by one, friend by friend...until there is none
Getting older, always knowing, wiser, smarter,- keep on going
-Reaching where I want to be. Who, if anyone walked with me?
Did they follow? Did I lead? Can this be just what I need?
Will I ever find that one special friend?
-Someone whose there beginning to end.......
2/20/07
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By Sheila May King (§weetcheeks §heila)
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