JUST NOISE
TEMPORARY FREINDS, PERMANANT ENDS, MEMORIES FOR LIFE, I'LL FORGET,
HAVE I LOST MY MEMORY, LOST MY MIND, I USED TO KNOW HOW TO REMEMBER
BUT I FORGOT, IS MY BRAIN SHOT, AM I STUPID, I'M NOT, HOW DO I KNOW,
IF I KNOW NOW, WILL I FORGET, WILL I REGRET, HOW CAN I REGRET,OR FRET,
OR PAY MY DEBT, IF I FORGET, YOUR SO SMART, TELL ME WHY, IF I'M SO SMART,
WHY CAN'T I FIGURE OUT HOW SMART I AM, OR IF I REALLY AM,
OR IF YOU REALLY ARE, WHAT ARE THE FACTS, WHAT ARE THE NUMBERS, 1+7 IS 8,
THATS GREAT, BUT SUBTRACT THE PLUS AND ITS 17, WHAT DOES THAT MEAN,
AND WHO CARES, WHO DARES, WHO KNOWS THE RIGHT WORD THAT SHOULD BE HEARD,
IS IT ABSURD, OR BLURRED BY NONSENCE, OBSCURED BY PRETENCE, WORDS ARE
JUST NOISE, UNDERSTOOD ONLY BY THE BELIFE OF THE MEANING,
WHAT DOES THAT MEAN, DO YOU KNOW, DO I, WHO ARE WE, WHO AM I,
A NUMBER, A WORD, AN INSIGNIFICANT BLIP IN THE UNIVERSE, HOW MANY SUNS
ARE THERE IN THE UNIVERSE, WELL, ONE, I'M THE ONE SUN IN THE CENTER OF MY
UNIVERSE, I'M THE UNI IN THE VERSE, I'M THE ME IN MEANING, I DON'T KNOW
WHAT THAT MEANS, OR DO I, I THOUGHT IT , I WROTE IT, I MENT IT, I'M THE ME
IN MEDIOCRITY, THE I IN IDIOSYNCRASY, THE I IN INTOLERABLE, INCOMPREHENSIBLE,
INCONCIEVABLE, INCONCLUSIVE, INTELECTUAL, INTENSE, INDEFINATE,
INCOMPATABLE, INPENATRABLE, INANE, INSANE, WHAT KIND OF GAME IS THIS ANYWAY,
IS IT ALL A GAME, WHY NOT, THERE ARE RULES, RULES TO FOLLOW, RULES TO BREAK,
WHAT DOES IT TAKE, LOOK AT THIS, YEH, IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE ONE EXTREAMLY LONG
SENTANCE, SO, WHY DO I PLAY GAMES I SUCK AT, TO GAIN FOR MY BRAIN,
TO TRAIN, OR FOR INTENTIONAL HUMLIATION, DEGRADATION, SEPARATION, VARIATION,
CONTEMPLATION,INDIGNATION, MENTAL MASTERBATION, WHAT, JUST WHAT AM I
GETTIN' AT, WHAT AM I TRING TO GET ACCROSS, THESE ARE ALL JUST WORDS,
WORDS ARE JUST NOISE, TO POISE AND PONDER, IN A MENTAL WANDER, AND WONDER,
WONDERFUL WORDS, WORDS I KNOW, PUT IN AN ORDER THAT I CHOOSE,
WHERE DO THEY COME FROM, WHERE DOES IT COME FROM, THE ORDER, THE MEANING,
THE POINT, I REALLY DON'T THINK I KNOW THE POINT, OR IS THAT THE POINT,
THE JIST, INTELLIGIBLE TWIST, THE PURPOSE, THE MESSAGE, THE INTENDED OUTCOME
OF THOUGHTS OUT OF MY MIND, OUT OF MY MOUTH, FOR ANYONE, FOR ME, FOR YOU,
TO HERE AND INSERT INTO YOUR BRAIN, INTO YOUR MIND, WITH SENCE OF SOME KIND,
AN ORDER OF YOUR OWN TO FIND, AND TO BIND, WITH YOUR OWN MIND,
AND LEAVE BEHIND, JUST FOR A MOMMENT, WHATEVER YOU WERE THINKING AT THE
INSTANT YOU BEGAN TO HEAR THIS OR READ THIS, THAT KINDA MESSES WITH YOUR HEAD,
TO HEAR WHAT I SAID, IN WHAT YOU READ, AS MY THOUGHTS BLED,
ONTO THE PAGE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT, SIMPLY 'CAUSE I CAN NOT SLEEP,
IN THIS PLACE, IN THIS SPACE, IN THIS RACE, RACE TO WHAT FINISH,
FIRST TO SNAP, FIRST TO GET A GRIP, FIRST TO FIGURE OUT SOME
PUZZLE NO ONE ELSE HAS, FIRST TO FIND OUT WHO I AM, WHAT I AM, WHERE I AM,
WHY I AM, IF I AM, FIRST TO GET THE ANSWERS TO EVERY SINGLE QUESTION
I'VE, EVER ASKED AND STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN, THAT'S ALOT OF QUESTIONS,
NOW WOULD BE A GOOD TIME,
SO CAN I PLEASE GET SOME ANSWERS HERE,
WITHOUT FEAR,
WITHOUT TEAR,
WITHOUT SNEER,
WITHOUT JEER,
WITHOUT LEER,
WITHOUT,
WITHIN.
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