I Dream Of You…

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    I Dream Of You…
    I Dream Of You…
    I dream of holding you in my deepest dreams 
    I dream of carrying you 
    I dream of touching your face and making you laugh
    My precious Legacy Reign that dream is slowly starting to fade
    I pray that you will find a home that is better than what I could have given you 
    I pray that each and every day for you 
    My heart is torn to pieces that I couldn’t be your mother 
    My heart melts with fear that I will live a shattered life without you in it
    I dream of every gift that I would have ever given you 
    But my dream of you is buried deep within my soul
    I will always long for you 
    I will always cherish you 
    But I’ve been written off like I was doomed by every one who even had a chance
    So my new beginning will be with you in Heaven, Legacy Reign 
    I have survived the worst
    I survived the blues of having you near
    And I survived a fog that has been lifted to great extremes of knowing my life will be better without you
    I still can’t look in the mirror as I still see the ghost of you and me, the unborn child I dreamed of so desperately is but a waning bittersweet memory 
    No longer a Legacy Reign, but a Rebirth of sorts in an aging puppy named Cadence full of exuberance and life that makes my heart melt like he were my own son instead of a furry creature that doesn’t speak in actual words. For it is because of him I’m able to survive you
    - Retta Jay
    I Dream Of You…
    I dream of holding you in my deepest dreams 
    I dream of carrying you 
    I dream of touching your face and making you laugh
    My precious Legacy Reign that dream is slowly starting to fade
    I pray that you will find a home that is better than what I could have given you 
    I pray that each and every day for you 
    My heart is torn to pieces that I couldn’t be your mother 
    My heart melts with fear that I will live a shattered life without you in it
    I dream of every gift that I would have ever given you 
    But my dream of you is buried deep within my soul
    I will always long for you 
    I will always cherish you 
    But I’ve been written off like I was doomed by every one who even had a chance
    So my new beginning will be with you in Heaven, Legacy Reign 
    I have survived the worst
    I survived the blues of having you near
    And I survived a fog that has been lifted to great extremes of knowing my life will be better without you
    I still can’t look in the mirror as I still see the ghost of you and me, the unborn child I dreamed of so desperately is but a waning bittersweet memory 
    No longer a Legacy Reign, but a Rebirth of sorts in an aging puppy named Cadence full of exuberance and life that makes my heart melt like he were my own son instead of a furry creature that doesn’t speak in actual words. For it is because of him I’m able to survive you

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    Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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