Ignorant of How to Love You
I haven't forgotten that i hurt you ,
I'm aware of how I hurt you.
What i can't fathom is how to
heal your wounds.
it's been part of my inner struggle,
running from state to state,
relationship to relationship,
never able to completly
seal the deal.
So many years , words, feelings
damaged . I do know if
you don't share with
me what your going through
i can't help you.
Sometimes i wish i could read
your mind . Or speed through
the past to erase the emotional
crimes.
I respect the fact
that even though , your
in pain , you make
room for me.
Unfortunately , we had more than
just time going against us.
generational curses, wounded
people steering our relationship
set us up for failure.
Seeing the growth and maturity
allows us to mend some of the hurt
knowing that we'll have
the heart to love someone
the way we wanted to be loved.
If it helps , i see the beauty in your
eyes , spirit ,and heart.
Just one last thing , don't hold
back on love .
It's one of those emotions
that's meant to be shown and shared.
I apologize for my ignorance of love,
and for feeling too isolated to
tell you so .
Never too late , right ..
I LOVE YOU...
RDH 7/2011
I'm aware of how I hurt you.
What i can't fathom is how to
heal your wounds.
it's been part of my inner struggle,
running from state to state,
relationship to relationship,
never able to completly
seal the deal.
So many years , words, feelings
damaged . I do know if
you don't share with
me what your going through
i can't help you.
Sometimes i wish i could read
your mind . Or speed through
the past to erase the emotional
crimes.
I respect the fact
that even though , your
in pain , you make
room for me.
Unfortunately , we had more than
just time going against us.
generational curses, wounded
people steering our relationship
set us up for failure.
Seeing the growth and maturity
allows us to mend some of the hurt
knowing that we'll have
the heart to love someone
the way we wanted to be loved.
If it helps , i see the beauty in your
eyes , spirit ,and heart.
Just one last thing , don't hold
back on love .
It's one of those emotions
that's meant to be shown and shared.
I apologize for my ignorance of love,
and for feeling too isolated to
tell you so .
Never too late , right ..
I LOVE YOU...
RDH 7/2011
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