Lost It All

Love, sex and loneliness
Its the combination of these
That got me in this mess
What a tangle web we weave
When we first learn to deceive
Now its all blown up in my face
Had it all
What a waste

So now I am wondering what your thinking
Wondering where you are
How did I cause all this
Why did I go that far
My lies have hurt us deeply
The pain may never go away
Your not really listening
I dont blame you
I wouldnt want to hear what I have to say

I need another cigaratte
Excuse me, Mr do you have a light?
I sit here alone in the dark
Missing you tonight
Maybe not being sober isnt right
So bartender pour me another drink
Leave me alone to myself
I need time to think

Cant take not hearing your voice
I pick up the phone and try to call
Hurt you hang up
I dont blame you at all
Being with her, hurt you
Even she cannot stand to see my face
Had it all, only to lose it
What a waste

D.B. Johnson