Better Then Me

Don't tell me you love me
We both know that is a lie
Your to scared to be lonely
To afraid to say good bye
You dont want to face what's out there
Not willing to give it a try
Your willing to stay miserable
Then face finding another guy

You can't stand to kiss me
Or lay your head on my chest
You feel stuck with me
I am not even second best
Inside your going crazy
The thought of spending a lifetime with me
Your dreams turned into dillusions
Clouded emotions unable to see

Constantly striving a way out
Not knowing where to go
Life has to be better then this
Must be able to spread your wings and grow
Inside you feel caged and trapped
Your looking for someone to set you free
Just hoping for happiness and true love
Needing someone better then me

Your so tired and frustrated
You don't know the words to say
Its just to hard to try any more
Your to weak to walk away
Twenty more years of hell
Is what you have to look forward
Till they call it it good
And pull your life support cord

D.B. Johnson