30 shots to freedom

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    30 shots to freedom

     Another mistake
    Leaving the future at its wake
    So close, but it only reveals history
    Oh errors and mystery

    The feel of accomplishment in one hand
    Slowly fading away, like grains of sand
    Oh the tendencies
    Of mistakes and remedies

    Agony constantly takes a toll
    Of falling so close to the goal
    Feet, infact nearly inches
    As the mind cringes

    The tide of fortune is a crushing blow
    A deep level most do not clearly know
    No tears and no cries
    Just drinking until the emotion dies

    The past haunts me like the summer heat
    Like a tap on repeat
    damn it never goes away
    Can I ever have a off day?

    Confusion shall strike on time
    Becoming disoriented, it's the sentence of a crime
    To be numb, yet having no idea of whats to come
    This is only a sad truth to some

    Life is complicated and sedated
    Every thing is questioned and debated
    The suffering bears no scars
    Do to the fact I'm in a far away place called mars

    No one knows, and no one understands
    The damage of the constant demands
    Everything goes into a blur
    As if nothing did occur

    Rather start the day over again
    The difference between boys and men
    30 shots to recovery
    A completely different level of discovery

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    Poetry is not a turning loose of emotion, but an escape from emotion.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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