For her pt 2

Could not say a word
Look into your eyes acting like nothing occurred
This is the last and final day
That we worked together today

Not mad at all, only memories to recall
The task of saying goodbye is standing tall
People leaving is something I'm used to
No many stick around and it's true

Hard to feel the agony that is real
Crashing like a vehicle with a missing wheel
Emotions are hard to take
Cracking of glass before it will break

These thoughts are tearing me apart
Another shot to the heart
What is she thinking right now?
Would like to know somehow

People in my life mostly just come and go
More than many will ever know
Why does this happen to me?
My spirit is crushed and never free

But numbers exist in my phone
To call then when I'm alone
They rarely answer, phones continue to ring
Almost there but not quite, like everything

Like a storm that is coming strong
The wind, rain and everything I knew it was coming all along
Try to move on, to what? to where?
Suffering is never fair

Every single day
A little more of me fades away
This is not a cliche, this is true pain
A hurricane we cannot contain

So much to tell her, I need to make a call
Before I crash into a brick wall
This is truly ripping me apart
To the past, back to the start