Alone

You promised you would never leave me
You promised you would always be there
I held your hand as death prepared to take you.
Sure I have my memories, that is what they all say
But that is not good enough.
I want you here with me
I want you here to stay
Every night I pray that you will appear in my dreams,
So death can take me too.
Just like a baby bird that fell swiftly out of his nest,
I landed on the ground without a safety vest.
Know one to guard me, Know one to care,
who will be there for me
As yell at death and plead with him to let you stay,
I often wonder what will happen to me, today, tomorrow, or what the future holds
I can't live this way
It's not fair, I deserve to be loved, to be cared for,
What about me?
I can't say that I understand why you had to go, why the evil ones are still here and the good ones must go.
I cant take this life anymore, living without you causes me too much pain,
Mamma I miss You....
Please take away the pain
Cover me with your wings,
Take me with you,
I don't belong here, and that's the honest truth
I don't fit in, and it's not fair at all.
I deserve to be happy to...
Mamma I miss you..
Why am I so alone.........
Crying