Getting too close


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    Getting too close

    have you ever gotten too close to someone and got hurt? 
    i have. 
    how did it feel?
    it crushed my heart. my dreams. everything.
    it makes you not want to get to close to anyone ever again. 
    thats how i feel now.
    they tell you that they would never hurt you...
    then the next thing you know you cant even hear their name without cryin.
    you see them hangin out. laughing smiling.
    your glad that they're happy
    but also sad that they're happy without you.
    i look at him and it takes everything i have to not start cryin.
    and here he comes crawlin back to me.
    i took him back even tho i knew it would just happen again.
    he told me... no he promised me it wouldnt happen again.
    why did i believe him?
    now here i am crying trying to figure out why it all happened.
    i cant hear your name i cant look at you i cant hear youir voice without cryin.
    it feels wrong to even be at the same place as you.
    i heard that you were doing all that but i didnt want to believe it.
    i saw you doing all that but i still didnt want to believe it.
    i finally had enough and ended it between us. 
    it broke my heart to do it but its what i had to do.
    now i have someone else. 
    i believe that he wouldnt hurt me on purpose but it could happen.
    thats why im not goin to get too close to him. 
    its going to be hard. 
    because have you ever woken up and saw someone that you like layin right there beside you?
    if you have how did it feel?
    to me it felt amazin.
    i felt safe.
    he told me that he would never hurt me.
    but ive heard that before...
    I guess I let you get the best of me..

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    In science one tries to tell people, in such a way as to be understood by everyone, something that no one ever knew before. But in poetry, it's the exact opposite.

    Franz Kafka (1883-1924) Czech writer.

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