Silently Crying

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    Silently Crying

    I'm silently crying on the inside
    trying not to let anyone see how much i'm hurting
    i think about you every second of the day
    if i manage to somehow forget you
    something always reminds me of you again
    whenever someone asks me if i'm ok
    i just smile and say "just fine."
    but walk away with tears in my eyes
    I keep telling myself that i need to forget you
    but something keeps telling me 
    that i just need to hold on to the memories
    i'm holding it all in
    but i'm not sure i'm going to last much longer.
    i put the make-up on 
    hoping it can be like a shield
    help me keep it all inside
    hoping it can be a mask
    i want to let all my tears out
    just let them run free
    but i keep it all inside
    i just keep
    crying silently on the inside..

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    laydbak1 commented on Silently Crying

    06-12-2009

    Not the best way to forget a bad memory, but perhaps the best way to remember a pain well enough to lessen the chance it could happen again... Again, it's a bit shapeless in flow from other posts you've made, but, your meaning is well established and preserved to the end... a good write...

    To have great poets there must be great audiences too.

    Walt Whitman, American Poet (1819-1892)

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