How do you feel?

Anyone who asks me if I really love you must not know me
If you don’t know I love you,
You must not trust me,
If you don’t trust me,
How can you love me,
If you cant love me,
How can you hold me, kiss me, or anything else,
I trust you with me life
I love you more than life,
So how can you not know?
Do you love me as much as you say you do?
Or are you lying?
Are you really into me,
Or are you just playing a trick on me?
If everything you say isn’t true,
I will never forgive you.
When they found out,
You covered it all up by saying that 
I started it
That I just took on of your jokes seriously
I loved you 
I talked you out of putting a gun to your head.
And you blame everything on me
Made them want to kill me.
Made me lose one of my friends.
My best friends hated seeing us together
But I was willing to fight with them 
As long as I didn’t lose you. 
Then you come crawling back to me
Wanting me to take you back
And I did 
Because I couldn’t stand life without you
This is how I feel
How do you feel?
Do you really love me?
Are you really telling me the truth?