If they asked

If someone asked me how many times you run through my head...
I'd say once because you never left.
If I'm standing in the rain
and they ask if I'm crying
I'd say no to make them feel better.
I'm hurting so much...
So why do I just keep telling everyone I'm ok?
Cupid's arrow hit me
and i guess a broken heart is the side effect.
or is it just you?
If someone asked if I still loved you...
I would say with all my heart.
becuase I can't lie about how much I love you.
With all the little peices of my heart.
I'm surrprised i haven't lost the peices yet.
I need you or someone to pick up the peices 
and glue them back together.
If you asked me if I was happy with him
I would shake my head no but my mouth would say yes.
My mouth always betrays my heart these days.
If someone asked if I was hurting I would nod my head and say yes
but i would walk away with tears in my eyes.
Why do I do this to myself?
Because I can't bring myself to face the truth.