I wrote to you so many times
so many letters
but i never sent any of them
I finally got up the nerve to send one
but I never got a reply
I guess that means you hate me
I guess that means everything you said were lies.
you said we could be friends
you said we'd be together forever
and ever, and ever, and ever.
you said so many things
I tell myself that I don't care
that i shouldn't care
i try to believe the lies i tell myself.
I lay awake at night
because i cant sleep
for all the memories of us keep me awake.
everytime i go to fall asleep
i think of how it used to be
i keep reading the letters i wrote
over and over
wishing you knew how i was doing
wishing i knew how you were doing.
maybe i should just burn 
all the memories
and all the letters..

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laydbak1 commented on Letters


Again, another good piece of work... The agony of sometimes not knowing... it guts our souls, and more often than not, makes us linger in a relationship well past it's due... I'm guilty of doing it myself, but a long time ago, I also did what you write about... delete... move on... living is about today and tomorrow, yesterday is already in the books... best left there... good write...

Poetry comes nearer to vital truth than history.

Plato (BC 427-BC 347) Greek philosopher.

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