Phobia

Help me
I am here to stay
Knowing you
Are in my way.

Treat me
As a wounded soul
Driving onward
Endless toll.

Seeping as
The days grow dim.
In the spot
That I am in.

Wallering
In frightened states
Moving forward
Onward gates.

What is this?
These thoughts I fear
Endless circles
Growing near.

Crouching in
A corner of
Seeds and worries
In my cove.

Hovering
Your endless wrath.
Seeking ways
To escape death.

Cranking in
This hallway near
Desperation
Always here.

Escape is what
I cannot find
Asking questions
Seeking blind.

Every day
There is a mess.
Cleaning is
Of great distress.

Array of hurtings
always near
Desperate cries
Are drawing near.

Endless is
My day of rest.
Is it gone?
I'll do my best.

Winding staircase
Steps are these
Creaking under
Feeble knees.

Voices in
The distant scarce
Reaching for
My soul that's scared.

Member
Do remember me
Seeking onward
Follow me.

6-4-09