Am I just holding on, to a simple dream..Wanting what use to be, you know what I mean.. I chase this feeling, and it continues to run.. I remember back to the moments shared, and all the fun.. We once had, the joy in your eyes.. I don't see it anymore, so inside I die.. I won't point fingers, because I'm no one to judge.. Trying to fight for what was, I didn't budge.. I stood fast, feet planted firm.. Mistakes were made, lessons were learned.. Things were said, and still sit my head.. But they're faded by visions of you, before I rest my head.. I have this feeling in my gut, and it makes me sick.. I never turned my back on you, even when things got thick.. Where's the warm, your vibe is so cold.. "Don't give up", is what I'm told.. So I'm here arms open, willing to fight.. Weighing options, wrongs out weighed by rights.. Tipping the scale, see for yourself.. Battling for love, as well as my health.. I set no bounderies, so I cross the lines.. Pooring my heart to you, this one last time..