I've had a few dream kid, only a few.. So in that, I write this letter to you.. Damn dawg I can't believe, it's been two years.. My one true friend I could laugh, and share tears.. Many memories of you, my brotyher in half.. And in that memory, I tatted you on my calf..  I guess you know how I'm doing, since you watch over me.. So much has changed, I wish you could be.. Here to share, all of my accomplishments and joy..  I carry you for life, my one true boy.. I often think of the day, I got that call..  The sound in your voice, made my heart fall.. By the time I got there, I was to late.. Seeing your lady, and baby cry, filled me with hate.. I felt as if, I had let you down.. Like I was under water, no air like I could drown.. I stood tall, while everyone cried.. Trying to stay strong, but was crying inside.. They begged me not, to do anything in return.. They said life was a lesson, we all had to learn.. But this lesson, could never bring you back.. I should have stayed with you, I regret that.. Still till this day, it hurst so much.. And when In Cali, I take your baby to lunch.. I miss you dawg, but that of course you knew.. But I had to sit, and type this letter to you..