Last Night

       Last night i couldn't rest, instead I cried.. Finally shattering like a bottle, with to much pressure inside.. I laid down my pride.. I feel so much pain, but to whom whom do I share.. Is it even worth it, I mean will they really care.. So off I stare.. Laying perfectly still, as if I'm asleep.. Tears soaking my pillow, as through the night I weep.. My breaths are deep..

       Last night I cried, because I didn't know what to do.. Feeling so alone, no one to turn to..So I held it all in, and alone I cried.. Releasing all at once, what was held inside.. Truth of the matter is, I'm dying of cancer.. Everyday i ask why, but yet never get an answer..

        But today i walk amongst people, holding my head high.. Taking in air from the skies, showing my pride.. But no one knows that last night when i laid in bed, I cired