I can't believe

                                Damn man, I'm in disbelief

                        Feels like a dream, where will my relief

                            Come from, I try and stay strong

                       But grow weak in my knees, it's all wrong

                                Why is the question I ask

                            Yet get no answer, I can't relax

                       Constant memories, I wish I were there

                    For you I'd give my life, you know I don't care

                       You took a charge, so that I could go free

                        Scratching your record, that's love to me

                       I keep thinking to myself, it's just a dream

                     This can't be happening, God I want to scream

                       Then reality sets in, and I reread the text

                     And a sharp pain hits me, tonight I won't rest

                        Thriving on revenge, man show me a sign

                         What do I do, should I go home and ride

                              Down his block, eye for an eye

                            I need to know, it's killing me inside

                             I want to home, and hold your son

                         Tell him you were a good man, and no one

                          Will ever come close, nor take your place

                        Know that I'll hold him down, he'll remain safe

                            I no longer see light, everything is dark

                      When they took your life, they took half my heart