Goodbye

Can't believe it ended at all, especially this way
It hurts me more and more each and every day
Wish I could find the words to say
To capture your heart, and keep my loneliness at bay

Don't know where it is I'm going
or what it is I'm supposedly showing
Can't help but truly knowing
The love I have for you, I'll always be towing

Why couldn't I have been the man
to be along side you in the master plan
Instead all I am is your biggest fan
As I jump in and out of the frying pan

One moment I'm happy that you are
The next I wish you weren't so far
Don't know how I ended up at the bar
Or why I feel not even close to par

Years and years
Or beers after beers
Can't drown my sorrow, nor stop the tears
Everything just ended up being my own worst fears

I'm alone now in hell
why can't anyone tell
This smile I fake, when I want to yell
Because you did sell

Everything I ever gave
When all I've done is try to save
The road which we did pave
Which is now, the only thing I crave

I'm trying my best
not to be a pest
For you deserve better than the rest
It was my fault after all why we became so very messed

So I do what I never wanted to, and say goodbye my love
Set you free as if like a dove
So you can fly high above
Knowing you did the right thing, when push came to shove