As I stand here and think
Growing ever closer to my brink
I wonder how
and I wonder why
My great life changed
In the blink of an eye

One month I'm happy
Content and knowledgeable
The next month I'm alone
Discouraged and upset

I didn't want this to happen
I never wanted to leave
I wanted to be your man
and I wanted you to be my wife

Now this is my story
Of how it all happened
To me again and again
No matter what I did
I was bound to fate

To replay the mistakes
Relive the sorrow
That I have made
So that I'd have no tomorrow
Without you

Just memories of love
Life's happiest little escapes
Slipping farther away
Day by Day

It started out so right
Meeting in the middle of the night
To engage in happiness
Til the early morning light

Now it's all changed
I'm alone now in hell
Somewhere along the way
I must have slipped and fell

Hit my head and run astray
Cause there's no way to explain
How I stranded myself
Here today

No more conversations
no more happy mornings
I dream of your beautiful face
And wake up crying without it

I'm stuck in limbo
Nothing to have
No one to hold
No kids to love
No more happy memories
In the process of making

Cause my heart is breaking
My love, my life
You've been slowly taking
All the things we'd been chasing

Now you don't care
You've got another man
To hold you close
and make your cheeks flush

While I wish upon
Every falling star
That you'd come back to me
Realize your mistakes
And love me like their was no other

Now I see my dreams are false
You do not care, you do no need
This heartbroke man, that you killed
Along your way in greed

We've known each other
For more than a decade
Loved each other
Like only true friends could

Now however, situations differ
You've got Him
and I have nothing
Now is another page in my life
Where all I do is suffer

Found out for myself
That the hardest thing
Isn't the climb to the top
But the fall back to rock bottom
When there's no one to catch you

And once you've reached there
Once you know who I am
and what I stand for

Maybe then you will realize
You made a mistake
You were the one that was wrong

Cause after all the shit I've been through
My love is still here
Strong and true

All because emotions don't lie
Regardless of where you are
My heart, well my heart
it has died..