Waiting for Her

Floating around in an endless cloud
Way up high in the blue yonder
I have all the time in this world to ponder

Why I am left abondoned
Left all alone to myself
For what seems likes years
But hardly past just 6 months

Am I truly that guy whom no one wants
It feels as if I'm just passing through
Not actually really living

The depression seems to deepen
As the need for you increases
Slowly going crazy for your always on my mind

Drugs just seem to hinder the inevitable
Loneliness and repression that shall now forever be

Even while in the middle of the greatest gathering
I have ever seen or will ever know

I am still stuck outside an outcast thats lost
All alone in my mind while dreaming of her

The one whom pulled me out of my never-ending freefall
Into her loving arms, which was then My place
As I and it were always meant to be

For that's where I went and that's how you knew
and when you came along I should have never let you go