The Wait

How this hell I do solemnly keep
as even my soul does violently weep
I've been tattered and torn, apparently left for dead
yet still my feet seem to be made of lead

Can't walk on to grow stronger
hope and pray if I wait just a little bit longer
That you'll come back to forever stay
all those bad things will just wash away

For true happiness and bliss
we'd forever achieve in a kiss
Have a fairy-tale life til The End
that's how I envisioned the time we'd spend

Yet, everything has gone so very wrong
and the places I thought we did belong
Don't exist anymore, they are all gone
neither won of us ever truly won

Don't even feel as if I'm really alive
nothing left for me to try or strive
Only pain and suffering are my true friends
while life itself make's amends

So now I wait for that day to come
I sure hope it does so I don't seem dumb
For I already know I'll love you forever
it's just saying goodbye that I thought wud never...