We were in completely different places
for many years before we took our chances
You gave birth to two wonderful girls
as I sat around and put my head into twirls

Your couple years of immature fun
were replaced with fears for your little one
I hardly knew a thing and of that you could tell
when on my lap she did sit and for you I did yell

The longest yawn I guess I'd ever seen
I just got real worried, you know what I mean?
And now looking back at being given that chance
Wish it hadn't taken me so long to learn that "dance"

For had I known then what I do now
it wouldn't have been him to which you did vow
But we can't change a thing that happened in our past
still seems surreal that we didn't last

Now not even a friend, probably more like a foe
For I went crazy when onto him, your love you did bestow
And away from me the girls you have taken
even tho this pain and sorrow ya know i'm not fakin'

But now I suppose it matters not
even if y'all are in my every thought
I can't bring any of you back to me this day
so I sit around empty, and that's how I shall forever pay