Surreal

Shit just can't go right
For one damn minute in my life
If it aint this
It sure as hell is that
A happy moment glances
As my heart races
But it all goes to hell
As we run for the fences
To escape the waves of realism
That keeps crushing us down
Washes away the thoughts
That my life in general
will ever get any better
Because if we believe to long
Life eventually catches up
In this cat and mouse game
It would be to hard
May even lay down to cry
Because there wouldn't be
Anyway to even try
To forget all the bullshit
Just brood and whine
But that is why
we get dealt this shit
Repeatedly over and over
And our mind accepts
Tries to get over it and move on
Just to have it happen all over again
Yet we're supposed to cope
Without any drugs
Just deal with and survive
Well you know what?
I hate it, and I just wanna die