No Say

Spinning around this godforsaken place
Living and breathing this foul air
Just to get by with nothing

Days pass and weeks turn into months
Repeating the bad habits
Just to try and stay sane

Luck's run out and our good times died
Life seems to flicker and fade
Until the day it falters altogether

The calm before my life's storm
Never will have seemed to last long enough
Has ticked away and now becomes my self-inferno

It never gets easier, only harder
No matter where you are or what you do
I'll always find it completely senseless

Never give up the endless fight
The race of a mad man
Trying to lose himself anyway

It's what keeps us going
What makes up my will to survive
Trying to be strong enough to feel self-worth

Fighting the good fight
Because it's all I have
Just to say we did the right thing

Yet no matter how much I struggle
End up smothered and silenced
Because in reality we ourselves

Have no say