There comes a time in each man's life
when he must give up, or take the knife
Came so close to finding my muse
but ended up, just blowing a fuse

Don't know how I lasted this long
as my heart was played like ping-pong
So I give up, I've failed your test
never lived up to being your best

For you know me, and I know you
or so I thought, and you probably did too
Now all that's left is my dismay
since y'all have moved so far, far away

I wish I could hold on so much longer
but this pain keeps growing ever stronger
Don't know what I'd do in the end
but now I know, my future is around this bend

Must find out what life has in store
has to be so very much more
Than living a lie day in, day out
whilst trying to keep from drowning in doubt

It's not all your fault I do admit
we both played our parts and now here we sit
You in your self proclaimed "bliss"
as I wish, for everything I miss

Now I'm done, I can't put up with this shit
I've fallen down the bottomless pit
Staring up at the light high above
as life goes black, for it's me you'll never love

Should have seen it coming sooner
before my feelings went sky high lunar
Wishing on each and every shooting star
even through the fireworks we watched via your car

Said my piece over and over
even got myself to the point of completely sober
To find out in the end it, heh it really didn't matter
just a good way for me, to end up that much sadder

Knew I'd begun playing the losing game
since its your heart I would never tame
Lost you so many times before
should have known this would end up our score

You one to my absolute none
Doesn't matter how much the fun
Since now  we are very much more than done
and that hurts me more. than the weight of a ton