Today

 My tears flow freely and that's how I know
I truly do love all 3 of you so
Can't find the strength to get ready, set, go
As I'm slipping farther and further down below

I watch dawns precious rise
thinking about everything, even our lies
No matter what, I still have the emotional ties
And the silence is deafening, now hearing only my cries

Today is the day, I can't just push it away
Woke up suddenly from where it is I lay
Wishing to hear the 3 little words, that I too want to say
Yet doing all I can, to try and keep my emotions at bay

Today's your day, Britney Jade
and such a difference on my life you have made
Everyday I wish - with all of you I could have stayed
and still now, my soul is the price I would've paid

Give me and my all straight to the devil
just to get my life back on level
You may have been able to sit back and settle
but I'm still standing here holding my heart in the kettle

I wish I may, I wish I might
have that wish, I wished that night
Take away all of my plight
Give onto me a soaring sight

Of the 3 loving girl's so it can be true
One's that were given to the world only by You
To get me on track if only I had knew
Forever my heart lies, waiting, hoping, and praying too