Pain Of It All
What do you see
When you close your eyes at night
Is it me, because for I
It sure is you
How do I tell myself
that their is no logic
behind my reasoning
The reason being
that I love you unconditionally
That I care, yet that I still am
Oh so, all alone
Completely alone in this
World of messed up being
This land of hate, and of pain
All of which
by any definition
Are just a meaningless state
Of mere human emotions
With these words
I am crying
While feeling inside as if
I am dying
For I played a game
That for some reason
I knew couldn't be won
I played the jester to long
Only was your King for a minute
Now I'll be a fool forever
Til I meet the undertaker
I cannot succumb to the need
The need which could only be filled
If only I were together with you
I'm crazy, I'm flipping insane
to love the pain
that robs us once and for all
When I cast my eyes upon you
I see my dreams, my hopes, my future
What lies within me now
Is a void of absolute being
For I dont belong anywhere else
But beside you with this
When you close your eyes at night
Is it me, because for I
It sure is you
How do I tell myself
that their is no logic
behind my reasoning
The reason being
that I love you unconditionally
That I care, yet that I still am
Oh so, all alone
Completely alone in this
World of messed up being
This land of hate, and of pain
All of which
by any definition
Are just a meaningless state
Of mere human emotions
With these words
I am crying
While feeling inside as if
I am dying
For I played a game
That for some reason
I knew couldn't be won
I played the jester to long
Only was your King for a minute
Now I'll be a fool forever
Til I meet the undertaker
I cannot succumb to the need
The need which could only be filled
If only I were together with you
I'm crazy, I'm flipping insane
to love the pain
that robs us once and for all
When I cast my eyes upon you
I see my dreams, my hopes, my future
What lies within me now
Is a void of absolute being
For I dont belong anywhere else
But beside you with this
Unpresidented feeling of lust
Within all my inner weeping
Is the knowledge you've left already
Sailed so very far away
Ripped loose from our bond and fled
Within all my inner weeping
Is the knowledge you've left already
Sailed so very far away
Ripped loose from our bond and fled
To a place where this man can no longer enter
The root of where we once started
Now seems the only reason for my existance
Lonely with the knowledge
Knowledge that I stand and watch
From afar it seems
As hell starts to consume me
Anger pain frustration remorse
and so many more
Flow from me like Niagra Falls
To and fro
back and forth
Will it stop,
will it ever end?
What have I done
To deserve a fate such as this
Want to say hell with it all,
and screw em then
But I can't do that
No matter how much I try
Love to much til the day I die
Far away now, been cast out
So very sorry
Far away now, been cast out
So very sorry
That I harassed you
with a seemingly verbal assault
with a seemingly verbal assault
When from us, you left
Now have entered a state
Of eternal repitition
Replaying memories
only thing I have to hold onto
Which by now I've realized
That without further adieu
Welcome one and all,
To my own private hell
Now have entered a state
Of eternal repitition
Replaying memories
only thing I have to hold onto
Which by now I've realized
That without further adieu
Welcome one and all,
To my own private hell
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