SSDD

So I'm moving to a place far, far away
so realism will officially come to stay
For every way possible we did betray
starting with each of us you did lay
perhaps even in, the same God damned (me) day

Can't seem to break off and disconnect the ties
still believing self-induced lies
My heart lay charred, while your's it flies
Mine's supposed to grow cold, then thereafter it dies

In order to move on and grow much, much stronger
so maybe my next time Our Love can last longer
To be truthful I'm not growing any younger
shouldn't take the time to be your whoremonger

But now, even well after a year
I still find myself stopping, just to shed a tear
Holding the littlest things imaginable so very dear
For it seems to me you'll never again be near

I'm getting sick of this constant shit
madder and madder, I throw a temper tantrum fit
Stand back to watch, and wait - now I sit
Watch for the flames from the fire I have lit

It's waiting on oxygen to come alive
Like a swarm of killer bee's nestled in their hive
I watch on with angst feeling the jive
for I have nothing else with you on which to thrive