Alone in my world of confusion
Not wanting to live
The ignorant life that I now do
But yet can't do anything
to help myself
Out of the mess
Out of the hole
In my soul
I've created inside
With uselessness and abandonment
From the world
known to man

Not knowing why
I treat my loved ones
So carelessly with ease

Now I just want to be happy
but for some ungodly reason
It's truly impossible for me

Everything is against me
Even myself in every aspect
Because I can't help it
nor even hide it anymore
I've fallen and I can't get up

Bridges I've burned
and hearts I've destroyed
With senseless lies
and stupid actions

I've lost my will
my only reason to live
I'm hanging on by just a thread
Walking on a tight rope
While leaning over the edge
Just waiting for someone
or something
Hell anything to come along

Has costed me my everything's
that I never really had
Except maybe for a brief minute
of my lifes time

But not anymore
I'm just to irresponsible
Rash and stubborn
Lazy and a bit crazy too

Not doing jack
to get back
In touch with reality
and lose the depressed me
That I no longer want to be

Girl, I'm so sorry for everything
I love you so dearly
I wish I could have been
the man you needed me to be

Strong and proud I may still be
But then I was
everything you hadn't wanted or intended

It's not your fault
you taught me well
I just had to learn the wrong way

Now I'm just a man waiting
Doing nothing, once again
For I don't know what to do
Or even worse what to say
Because now, I'm stuck